Dr. Dinch and some encouraging words.
Lately, it has been difficult to appreciate the little things. Not gonna lie.
I was having a sad, "I-feel-so-blue", woe is me chat with my friend (who we will fondly call 'Dr. Dinch') the other day and he sent me some verses:
Numbers 23:19-21 NKJV
God is not a man, that He should lie,
Nor a son of man, that He should repent.
Has He said, and will He not do?
Or has He spoken, and will He not make it good?
Behold, I have received a command to bless;
He has blessed, and I cannot reverse it.
He has not observed iniquity in Jacob,
Nor has He seen wickedness in Israel.
The Lord his God is with them,
And the shout of a King is among them.
Dr. Dinch: He has blessed His people, so who can reverse that blessing? He is not a man that He should lie or change His mind. He has not observed sin or wickedness in His people. If God says you are blessed (and He does) then you are. No one else can change that. No one, even if they curse you with negative words, pointing out your failures, can change the blessings with which God has annointed our heads. He does not see your sin because He has already seen it on His Son. You are blessed, Beloved, and nothing can ever reverse that blessing.
Yeah! It is a fact. Not a future hope. A perfect tense fact. You have been blessed, and that implies a continuation of that blessing. When others come against you, you say, "I am greatly blessed, highly favored, and dearly loved." And the more you truly KNOW that, the richer your life becomes. He has blessed you!
Me: And that nobody can change that because he's God. My grandma used to say "he who pays says" when we went out to eat anywhere and I just chuckled thinking about that. God (through Jesus) paid and said how this whole blessing thing is going to go. He blessed. And that's permanent.
Dr. Dinch: Haha that's perfect. It is hard to be miserable when you know you're blessed...and you know a good future is in store for you. And when you speak blessings into your life, you might just see them come true. If you speak curses into your life ("my back ALWAYS hurts." Or "I'm always failing at that." Or "I'll never find a husband.") you'll probably find that the curses come true too.
I appreciated this conversation for a couple of reasons:
1. Obviously I wasn't in the most cheery mood and chatting with a friend made me feel better.
2. The words themselves encouraged me.
3. I am an eternal optimist (which contradicted my mood at that point and I realized that and quickly made a decision to be postive DAMN IT.)
4. I am a dreamer. If I dream about something I want happening, don't tell me I can't do it. If God wants me to have it, I'M GOING TO HAVE IT. Don't go all Negative Nancy on me.
5. And overall, this conversation just made sense to me. If you're thinking that you're not worth it, that you are NEVER going to do well on something, or you're NEVER going to make it......And that actually holds truth time after time....well, um, why are you surprised?! You said all those things would never happen in the first place. My last boss used to ask, honestly and not sarcastically, "How's the working for you?.....Oh, it's not? Hm. Looks like you got something to change." That 'something' was 9 times out of 10, attitude.
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Romans 15:13 NLT
I pray that God, the source of hope, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in him. Then you will overflow with confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit.